ecassandrae:

Spoilerous random information:

Yukio REALLY tried to kill himself this time. It wasn’t to test the eye powers. He’s outside Shiemi’s house, he was starting to open up to her – can you f believe it??? -, he even hugs her – YukiShiemi shippers, congrats – but then she casually mentions Rin and he freaks out and he pushes her away on the floor. He runs out and in regret he says he even tried to hurt someone as kind as her, that he’s tired …

And boom.

Only it doesn’t boom properly. Daddy shows up “You idiot you think you can just go off and die” or smt.

So yeah. That’s how it is.

Yukio is Satan’s spy scope. And his power is not his own, he intervenes whenever younger son is mortal danger, but of course doesn’t give him regeneration powers like Rin’s.

To add had drama to the drama, Renzou arrives. Don’t know what he says but if it isn’t something along the lines of “told ya come over to the Dark Side, we have a way of controlling your powers” – which I doubt so much honestly, who can hope to control Satan – I’m eating my hat.

So that’s also why Lucifer was so confident about him coming over and told Shima not to force it. Of f course, Yukio needs them. And now that he’s got more and more doubts, earlier in the chapter that he and Rin were ever only weapons not only to the Order, but to Shiro as well, he’s got no more loyalty to show them… Not to mention how his relationship with Rin at the moment is strained to say the least, so that wouldn’t help either.

What a chapter? Yeah. What a chapter.

So recently I was thinking… besides the fact that UT gave Ciel an advice that he failed to understand, I’m really wondering if UT’s words in this scene comes from UT the Shinigami, who watched so many records as well as Claudia and Vincent that he recognized when Ciel was about to do the same mistake, or rather from UT’s own life experience back before he killed himself?

I think I might have mentioned before that considering how…

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…UT is actually very good at fighting (+ how Yana said that Shinigamis aren’t particularly stronger than normal humans), it probably doesn’t just come from the training Shinigamis go through before starting to work, meaning that he might have been a skilled fighter back when he was still alive.

So, just maybe, “you only come to realize it when you can no longer support yourself” is not just implying that he watched many people do the same mistake as Ciel over the years but also that it’s something that he experienced and failed to realize back when he was still alive as well…? 

And in that case, who knows if “because you possess such great power, you continue to forget more and more the weight of the irretrievable” is not partly the reason why he ended up killing himself?

makyun:

[Arima vs Kaneki]

After receiving a strong blow, Arima is hunched over.

Arima: …
Kaneki: …It’s over.
Kaneki: Your Quinque has been damaged, in this situation, fighting is—

As if to block out those words, Arima leaps away.

Arima: …I have to continue until I kill the opponent.
Kaneki: !!

Kaneki lets out his kagune and it gets cut down by the already broken Quinque. Soon enough, Kaneki stops Arima’s Quinque with his right arm, both of them right in front of each other.

Kaneki: This is so like you….
Arima: …

The two take distance again while judging each other’s actions.

Kaneki: (For sure… if it’s Arima-san, he can still fight even with a damaged Quinque…)
Kaneki: (Should I aim for his leg…? To stop his movement…)
Kaneki: (Or his arm…)

Kaneki was keeping an eye on Arima’s right arm which was holding the Quinque but Arima manages to pierce thru Kaneki’s abdomen with the Quinque.

Kaneki: …..The fight… has already been… decided.
Kaneki: Doing something like this…
Kaneki: Is pointless (in vain).
Arima: …

Arima slowly pulls out the Quinque.

Arima: ………………………..
Arima: …So you don’t have any intention…. killing me?
Kaneki: …Yes.
Arima: …………………

Arima: ….So this is defeat.

Arima: I’ve been an investigator for 18 years.
Arima: …And this is the first time I became empty-handed  in front of the opponent.

Arima: I’ll ask you again one last time.

Kaneki: …!

Arima: So you have no intention of doing the final kill?
Kaneki: …My feelings haven’t changed.

Arima: ….
Arima: Alright.

And using the broken Quinque, Arima slices a part of his own neck.

funtom-cafe:

I have a theory. It’s really rushed of me because we don’t have the new chapter and I’m probably wrong, but I want to share it with you guys. 

@shinigami-mistress did this post making sense of the shinigami world, and @abybweisse did this post comparing Othello, Kuro’s character, and Othello, Shakespeare’s character. 

What if the reason why he is in such an easy and non-dangerous job it is indeed because he has to spend more time to achieve his salvation. What if the Shinigami world puts you in jobs depending on the reason why you killed yourself. (this sounds ugly, but so it is the Shinigami world for all we know). 

Think about it. Grell and Ronald, like shinigami-mistress said, are in dangerous work, William is a supervisor, and Othello just don’t get in danger at all. If the amount of work in the field is what you need to get absolved, maybe the people who killed themselves because they were ashamed of a murder they commited would need more time than the people who killed themselves for personal reasons. 

I can’t avoid to think being in a job purposefully design to make you work more because of something you did would not in the world make you as cherfull as Othello is, but think this: he may have killed his wife. He is, in all his right, atoning for his sins. Yeah he has to work for more time but is this really a bad thing? He’s doing something right about the horrible thing he did for the person he loved. He’s literally atoning for his sins indeed. Maybe that’s why he’s so nonchalant and don’t care about it, he’s doing something right

Maybe people like Ronald or Grell suicided for personal things, personal problems, because they were afixiated by their reality, or stuff like this. And it would have sense that they were put in a job were they could find the absolution more quickly. Some people likes to headcanon William as a workaholic who killed himself for that, maybe even for boredom, I’ve heard. So he has to work a little more, because other people have priorities. 

Yeah, I’m really arbitrary on my organization of “which suicide is more condemnable” because it’s a really fucked up theme. But so it’s shinigami world. (also, the organization of the dispatch in the ova is something I’m not taking into account because fuck the ova that made you think they were gods that were funny because they had to work for their jobs, and not freaking humans who killed themselves. Shit).

Like, I’m probably wrong, but I want to share that. Maybe the work you’re in the despatch is highly related on how and especially why was the suicide that put you in there in the first place. Just a thought.

Strange thing to say but what if: Reapers don’t really know about death than a human? Sure they may judge the humans and decide if they deserve to die or not, but do they really know what comes afterwards for those souls? Where do they end up, will they be reborn, do they come to a version of heaven/hell? Maybe that is part of what Undertaker’s trying to do? Trying to see if he can get the souls that have been « taken » away back into their bodies by resurrecting the bodies/the cinematic records.

Hey Anon 🙂 Don’t worry it’s not strange at all!

It’s true that Shinigamis only judge the records and whether the person is to live or die according to the list given to them by their superiors. Unlike in the anime, they don’t judge whether a person goes to hell or heaven. 

I agree that the BD project is an experiment supposed to make UT understand how to put a soul back into a body with a working cinematic record, so in other words, how to make a person live again (that’s why the last Anon mentioned “8″ as a symbol for resurrection :)), however for now…

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It doesn’t seem to be working so well, because he can’t put souls back, because he probably doesn’t have the souls taken (since they were collected and probably judged to go to Hell or Heaven) and because the dolls can’t take the soul of other people to make it theirs. 

This is a summary of what we know so far as I was saying to the last Anon:

  • living = cinematic record working + soul in the body
  • dead = cinematic record stopped + soul collected
  • bizarre dolls =no soul but the cinematic record is working thanks to UT’s editing work

There is a fourth kind we met though, and that’s the Shinigamis, who are technically dead since they killed themselves but, instead of going to Hell, they are given a chance at redemption, meaning they look and act like living people while being technically dead.  

I personally think that since they look and act like living humans, then like the BDs, they have a working cinematic record and I believe they’re keeping the same body as when they lived, so that only leaves the soul.
Also, since suicide is a big religious sin damning one’s soul, I’m thinking that the difference between someone living and a Shinigami is in the soul

The Shinigamis’ soul are probably not collected otherwise they would act like the BDs, but it must be different from still living humans otherwise they wouldn’t be working so hard to be forgiven.

I mentioned Ciel’s soul to the last Anon, it is bound to Seb, a demon, through a peculiar contract, so maybe something similar happens to the Shinigamis after they kill themselves.
Maybe the soul is put under some kind of seal by the “superiors”, marking their soul (damned by the act of suicide) as ready to go to Hell if they cease to exist unless they earn their redemption.

That’s how I see things for now anyway 🙂 and I do believe that UT is trying to figure out how it’s working with the BD project in order to bring back people who made the world interesting for him. One can’t say that guy isn’t dedicated to his ideas and feelings, haha!

Thanks for your thoughts and for passing by, Anon! 🙂 I hope I explained my idea clearly, hopefully Yana will bring the answers soon ^^

urushenna:

“It’s not a curse. I just need to make sure the virus doesn’t reach my brain! Five years… it’s been five years. All the work I put in to finally be able to fight the Kabane… I’m not the same as I was then. I will never… I will never run again!

The Risk of Deserters

silyabeeodess:

wondrouswatchdog:

[I’ll be discussing these ideas under the assumption that Shinigamis working for their “forgiveness” means that they’re working to gain access into heaven, though this hasn’t been explicitly stated. Some of this is just theories on top of theories, I fully admit it, so I’m not stating any of this as a solid idea.]

I was talking about Undertaker being a deserter with @midnight-in-town and she pointed out how in chapter 105, Sascha said there are others who have seceded too:

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But the fact that Sascha says “every once in awhile” makes it seem not so common – especially considering the whole world would have Shinigamis, it could be centuries in between a single country having a “seceder.” Still, this got me thinking whether or not that’s a giant flaw within in whole Grim Reaper system considering they’re dealing with people’s souls. It seems risky right? And where are the limits on these faults?

This is all just speculation, and some of this is really a shot in the dark, so if anybody else has an idea, feel free to say…

The General Purpose of the Shinigami Dispatch

Let’s first look at why the system is set up as it is in the first place for the Shinigamis’ sake – not for the souls.

Individual Meaning

The fact that there are deserters shows that there is free will. The Shinigamis have kept this component of human nature even after death. The Dispatch is not some sort of collective mindset, though as a whole they seem to generally agree on what matters (the souls).

From what they’ve said and how I’ve taken it, being a Shinigami is basically a second chance for a person to not go to hell under the belief that suicide a mortal sin. The only difference between them and regular people, besides their new supernatural abilities, is that their “second life” is set up to basically force them to have to appreciate life. In our life, one learns that through friendships, helping others, supporting others…for a Shinigami, they’re left to learn this through witnessing other people. It’s hard for them – it’s a punishment, after all. It’s not our traditional sense of improving as a person. But presumably it’s effective. 

In my opinion, it’s basically an alternative to hell or traditional purgatory – it’s like a very specific purgatory for these people who took their own lives.

However, because it requires individual thought, they can’t rely on others to pull them through. Back to my initial statement, they still have to have free will so that they can individually make decisions and come to their personal enlightenment by their own terms. The horrible thing is that with free will, there are bound to be deserters. I’ll get to that in a bit though.

Collectively

Despite the individuality, I think they can help each other some, though. Just the next in the chapter, Sascha calls being a Shinigami a vocation:

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 This is seen as odd for a lot of reasons. A vocation is, by definition:

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In other words, it’s your calling. It’s your purpose. And that’s a pretty grim purpose. The only reason I can think as a vocation – which would give it more reason than individual contemplation – is that they can at least be there to help motivate the others towards forgiveness.

So, if one does fail, that can’t settle well for any of them who knew that Shinigami. It might even make it more of a personal offense. 


The “Seceders” – So are they a Risk?

If people were perfect, the Dispatch as a pathway for redemption would work and they’d learn their lesson with no problem and presumably get to heaven (if that’s the purpose of the Shinigami Dispatch in the first place). Well, if people were perfect, they wouldn’t need this as a path in the first place. But the point is there: with having human qualities such as free will, there is room for mistake. Mild mistakes aren’t a big deal, but what about the big ones? Can these “deserters” be forgiven?

Grell was forgiven. There was a punishment of course, but it wasn’t too long afterwards (especially for an immortal being) that they were back to their regular Shinigami post. Grell’s not a complete deserter, though.

This leaves the question if Shinigamis have it easier than humans though on their path to salvation, because if they’re supposedly immortal and can have second chances until they reach “enlightenment” (we assume), then that means they can’t ever be sent to hell. This seems to give them an advantage over people in their “first life.” Is this fair? I don’t know.

…or certain offenses are considered unforgivable and Undertaker crossed that line. But what could be worse than murder, like Grell? Is it worse to just desert than to murder but not consider yourself different?

Grell may have murdered the physical body, but murder does not equate to ruining the soul.

So is it that Undertaker messes with souls? Some say he wants to revive those on the lockets, others argue that the bizarre doll soul-tampering in general is bad enough…but Undertaker had already quit before he started doing this. At least, he must have because he says he hasn’t been an active Shinigami in 50+ years and we don’t know enough to say if he started tampering with souls earlier. Nothing says iirc.

That means the other option is that he thought his past actions couldn’t be forgiven, even if he could have, so he figured nothing mattered and went a step further to steal the souls and then it became unforgivable for real. Or maybe he didn’t care or want forgiveness, but now he doesn’t want to die and go to hell either so he hides out and works on his more taboo stuff because he’s got nothing to lose so long as he’s not caught.

In short: When UT deserted originally, maybe it wasn’t a “risk” but just regular personal rebellion from free will. Now he’s messing with souls and like the impending WW1 plot, everything suddenly becomes a bigger deal for Shinigamis.

Sascha mentioned deserters, but never said that a deserter was somebody who messed with souls. Every Shinigami we’ve seen except Undertaker have seen the souls as something not to mess with. 

So is this Dispatch Association actually a risky, flawed system?

In my opinion, as a whole, flaws are not necessarily a risk. “Seceder” can mean a lot of things, and it could just mean Shinigamis trying to escape in general. Undertaker may be special (in a negative way), and that’s what makes the plot more interesting. Regular Shinigamis aren’t a threat, and deserters aren’t a threat necessarily if they live as people without trouble. Maybe Undertaker stands out as the first real threat to people. It could have been tried before, but the new technology of the 1800′s is actually making it worrisome because it could be possible.

I really like a lot of what’s mentioned here since there’s so much speculation going around about the Shinigami and their punishment.  I’d like to add Eric as an example from the musical though, since he was also tampering with souls–or rather capturing them in attempts to use them for Alan’s recovery from the Thorns of Death.  Furthermore, even though Shinigami are technically immortals, they can still be killed as proven by Eric’s and Alan’s deaths, at which their second chance ended.  For all their strengths the Shinigami have their own perils to face, such a fighting against demons over souls.

 Even more than that, they’re not immune to their own Death Scythes, so it’s actually possible for them to attempt commit suicide a second time if they tried.  (This, I personally believe, is the main reason Death Scythes have to be registered and are kept under such rigid control by Dispatch. In the OVA, "The Tale of Will the Shinigami,” we even see that Death Scythes basically have to be checked out of General Affairs before they can be used by the agents in Collections.)     

We’ve seen Shinigami die, but we’ve never seen one we knew had been “forgiven."  That leads to the question of what happens when they are forgiven?  Do they simply disappear and move on?  And what about someone like Alan, who contracted the Thorns of Death and perhaps possibly never learned before the disease took his life?  What happens for those who are made to face their death a second time?  What if it’s only after their second death that they are judged for Heaven or Hell?     

In a video I watched a few months ago about suicide victims that had jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge, it said that out of the 1% of survivors, every one of them said they regretted their decision instantly.  The victim they were interviewing, Kevin Hines, (who is now an author btw) said that, "The millisecond my hands left the rail, it was an instant regret” and that he remembered thinking, “No one’s gonna know that I didn’t want to die."  Taking that information and putting it into perspective for the Shinigami, I see many of them holding that same regret and seceders stemming more so from a loss of hope in the endlessness of their situation or a case of desperation. 

Thoughts, @midnight-in-town and @wondrouswatchdog?

@wondrouswatchdog and @silyabeeodess

I like both your thoughts a lot and I just wanted to contribute on a few things 🙂

  • About the Undertaker

Here comes the rambling part but UT is an extremely interesting character to analyze. To sum up: I think that when he went back to the human world after deserting because “he got curious” it wasn’t a crime in itself since, as wondrouswatchdog pointed out with Grell, I’m pretty sure he would have been forgiven at that time (because deserters are a thing).

No one expects the Shinigami job to be easy, except maybe for Sascha because it’s their “vocation”, since it’s to be taken as a long punishment in the first place, until the Shinigamis learn their lessons about giving up on their own life. 

So back to UT, I agree that he probably became a threat from the moment he started messing with souls and death but, and that’s where it becomes interesting for me, you were wondering whether he cared or not and I actually don’t think he gives a single care about his actions.

Whoever those seven guys were and no matter how they got along with him, they’re the reason he probably “forgot” he wasn’t really a living human until death came by for them and he found himself all alone once again.
UT is a character made of contradictions but the main thing is that, while every reader surely thought he was just funny in the head with probable sociopathic tendencies for a long time, ch105 was the first proof that he’s in reality becoming totally desperate, hence the impossible BD project and many other crazy things (like sacrificing a big amount of people on the Campania for his experiments).

(You can see it pretty well actually: UT in the Campania arc with Ryan is just beyond ruthless with his words even though he’s also responsible for all the dead people, while he became very emotional after just seeing a picture of Vincent in his younger days. It wouldn’t be an understatement to say that he might be losing it for real)

I think seceders/deserters in general are just guys who can’t put up with the job anymore and it’s understandable because redemption after a sin like suicide would certainly never be so easy to reach (so they probably have to work for a looong time), but while UT probably started as a “normal seceder” (he had enough of his job + curiosity), things escalated when those seven guys died.

We have no idea about his previous life and how long he worked as a Shinigami, but we can guess he might have forgotten there was a time limit to his enjoyment with a few humans he found particularly interesting and that’s probably what started it all: if he found a new interest in “living” at the side of those seven guys, the fact death took them away from him is something he probably couldn’t accept. 
…And it’s even worse in case he actually had a family with one of them as some theories propose. 

So I really think UT stands out as “the first real threat” from the Shinigami world (if anything because BDs were probably never a thing before, according to Will + Grell + Ronald) and if he’s caught… I don’t think redemption or forgiveness will be considered at all.

  • About the Death Scythes

Really good point on death scythes being able to inflict major damages even to Shinigamis and this is just a headcanon of mine, but I wouldn’t be surprised if some of UT’s scars were actually done by a death scythe.
… To be entirely honest, at one point I even considered the idea that maybe he indeed tried to attempt suicide a second time at the beginning of his time as a Shinigami by stabbing himself through the heart or by trying to cut his own head.

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Time will tell what these scars really are about but I just… wouldn’t be surprised.

  • As for Redemption…

The whole point of the Shinigami job is to…

  1. give a chance to people who committed suicide not to go to Hell directly by having them watch countless records of people with probably happier lives than them (not always, but still)
  2. have a way to collect human souls

So I think that if/when a Shinigami was punished enough (= worked nicely for a really really long time), then redemption can be reached because they learnt their lesson and in that case, they don’t necessarily have to go to Hell but instead their tortured soul can rest in peace.

Technically I’m thinking that in Kuro, even though suicide is a major sin, the “rules” take into account that people who committed such an act were probably extremely sad and desperate, and even though they have to be punished and to learn what exactly they gave up on, mercy and forgiveness can still be upon them if they repent enough.

As you said silyabeeodess though, suicide can also be a decision taken “out of the blue” in a real moment of desperation so maybe the Shinigami job is also a way to “give them a chance” at gaining peace in the afterlife, because humans make mistakes and suicide can definitely be one of them (as through my own experience of talking with people who committed suicide and who were saved, I always heard that they regretted trying, not necessarily just for them but also for the people they would have left behind).

Thanks for tagging me you two. 🙂

Shinigami Redemption

eviltwintheory:

One of the big questions conerning the Shinigami is how long is their punishment and how long they have to work to receive their redemption. This has been discussed and theorized quite a bit, and I’ve even put my own theories out there. However, as I was considering the matter last night, a new question popped into my mind.

What if there is no redemption?

Someone who is reborn as a Shinigami is told that this is a punishment, but they can work hard and be forgiven. Their job isn’t easy, so, without some motivation, it’s likely that more of them would simply refuse. If it didn’t matter what they did, they would have no reason to do anything assigned to them. Unless you had some greater punishment, it seems the only way to assure that the majority would do what was asked of them would be some eventual reward.

By making this reward something that is perhaps intangible (redemption) and having a time sentence that isn’t specific, then most are simply going to think that they haven’t done enough or it hasn’t been long enough yet when thinking why they haven’t been forgiven. It becomes the perfect trap. If someone did just disappear, they would think that this other shinigami had succeeded where they had failed.Their own shame would keep them from questioning.

It’s a rather depressing thought to consider it.

Ah, I love this post. There is nothing more interesting than the question of redemption when it comes to Kuroshitsuji. (forgive me for adding my two cents)

Even if I actually think that there is a redemption for the Shinigamis, it’s really interesting to observe that for example Will and Rudgard don’t find that job to be particularly nice. The prospect of something akin to WWI by ch105 is something that doesn’t bring a smile to anyone except Sebastian (okay and maybe Sascha since it appears to be their “vocation”).

I agree that they have to have some motivation to keep on working even though it’s not a pleasing job and humans dying need Shinigamis to collect their souls in the first place, but the real question is do they even have a choice in the first place?

Redemption or not, if you take someone who just ended their life because of unhappiness and many other similar feelings, do they really care about getting redemption for their acts? I’m thinking considering the time period, many of them (especially European Shinigamis with Christianity being the dominant religion at that time but iirc suicide is seen the same way by every religion) knew that suicide equaled to going to Hell for sacrificing the life God gave you. 

So if going to Hell for their action was already something they knew about, why would they care about getting redemption after their suicide?

Because Hell is more terrifying and despairing than what they thought? It could be that, it would explain why they believe in redemption, even though they casted their lives away. 

(That’s why I personally think there is a redemption by the way. 🙂 I mean, if somehow there is no redemption for them then why punish them by forcing them to watch people’s records and collect their souls? Hell is supposed to be the place of absolute despair, there can’t be anything worse than that.

Unless eternal damnation for a sinner is what you think is happening here? So they must pay the price for what they’ve done by watching happier lives ending in death all day long before still going to Hell? That’s the absolute punishment in that case and that would make even Ciel’s fate somehow more bearable.

I was thinking maybe the notion of mercy could intervene here actually but this is becoming too theological haha.)

Anyway, I really hope there is a redemption for Shinigamis like Will, Grell, Ronald and the others since the job is far from easy and they were already unhappy in the first place. Otherwise it’s just… really depressing.

Ah by the way, it’s also really interesting to note that the Shinigamis who are doing their job properly (probably because they believe in that redemption) just want to die for good and rest in peace. Deserters like UT have more feelings tying them to life it seems, even though they casted theirs away long ago. That’s a different kind of despair and the concept of resting in peace after you stop existing certainly doesn’t have the same weight for every Shinigami… 

# Kuro Headcanon: UT’s scars

Trigger warning: suicide, mutilation

I have this distinct feeling that the Undertaker’s huge scars aren’t wounds of the time he was alive or when he killed himself because it doesn’t seem Will or any other Shinigamis have scars of their own suicide. And even if Will and Co do have them, the Undertaker definitely has more than one scar.

So I was wondering where they were coming from and unless he dismembered himself to die, what if the Undertaker tried to kill himself *as a shinigami*?
Obviously I’m not talking about the scar indicating a severed pinky, but rather the ones on the neck and face and the one covering his heart that we can see on the poll results in ch105.

I’ve been thinking about Shinigamis and I could see him trying to take his “life” again as the start of being a Shinigami as some sort of rebellion (it’s probably not the most accurate word). Because I don’t know about you, but someone sad/depressed enough to kill themselves wouldn’t necessarily be happy to be punished in return for longer than several human lives, condemned to judge and bring death until they’re “forgiven” for taking their own life. I can’t believe some of them, in a mad attempt, didn’t try to avoid the punishment, especially since only Sascha seems happy with the job.

That or these scars are the result of several fight injuries, against demons or maybe even against humans. The scar indicating a severed left pinky could definitely be that.
I’m not actually sure that a human can ever kill a Shinigami, it’s very possible that only death scythes can definitely end them and so UT’s scars would be the result of his body healing after fighting humans. In that case, these scars are probably not older than 50 years (since he left Shinigamis to join humans over 50 years ago).

Lol maybe he earned most of these scars by working with Claudia P? Someone would have cut his left pinky to make him talk for example?

I’ll be interested in you people’s ideas on the subject if you have any 🙂