Hey Anon, thanks for reading and sorry for the delayed answer, I needed to reread a few things! 🙂
Ahh, it’s one of my fav subjects in Berserk to be honest (considering Guts’ own issues about his one and only father figure, Gambino) but yeah, at first and considering Guts’ broken mental state before he met Puck, there is no denying that he definitely was harsh with his own child, because it was nothing more than yet another demon who could be after him because of the brand…


But the demon infant probably redeemed himself in Guts’ mind when his warning about Casca turned out to be true.


And from this moment on, even though they only briefly crossed path at the tower of conviction, I’d say Guts didn’t feel that the demon infant was a threat anymore, since the true warning proved that the little thing, even as a demon, wasn’t trying to harm him or Casca.
When it comes to feeling sorry about it now that Guts is doing way better thanks to his new travelling companions though… Well I’d say he very probably does to some extent…


…since he thought once more about the demon infant in vol28, wondering what the baby was up to (seeing as they haven’t seen each other since the tower of conviction).
Besides, in my opinion, since Guts was raised by a father figure he always looked up to and seeked praise and love from, to the point that his death still haunted him even years after…

…Well, now that he’s emotionally more stable and that he knows the demon infant never wanted to harm either him or Casca, it’s very possible he has some regrets about behaving the way he did towards his child.
At least that’s how I interpreted those two pages of vol 28.
I’m pretty sure it’s a subject Miura will address again in the story by the way, especially because, Guts’ own issues about it aside, it will probably be a big deal to Casca once she’s cured and also especially if the moonlight child is related in some way to the demon infant.
Besides, since Griffith used the demon infant to be reborn, I wouldn’t be surprised if knowing about this was enough to fuel Guts’ hatred towards Griffith one more time.
Now, assuming the moonlight child and the demon infant are related/the same character…
(more rambling under read more)
I… actually don’t think he’s that distant, even if there is a contrast with the way he constantly clings to Casca.
Curious would be a better word to describe his attitude towards Guts for me, especially since he directly tested Guts’ reaction to him in vol28…



And the fact that he saved Guts several times (from himself/from the sea god) just makes me think that this kid is very intelligent.
Still assuming that they’re one and the same, if you recall
back when Griffith wasn’t reborn yet, the demon infant never approached Casca too closely, no matter the number of times he saved her life, because she would always try to take him in her arms…

…and I always assumed that he wouldn’t let her either because
- as long as there was some physical distance, even as a demon he wouldn’t react too much to the brand on her chest
- or, as long as there was some physical distance, the brand wouldn’t react and hurt her too much.
Now though, as the moonlight child, clinging to Casca isn’t a problem anymore since he doesn’t seem to be demonic, but Guts isn’t nearly as affectionate as Casca can be, which is probably why he settles on watching him intently and saving him as proof of… his affection/curiosity.
His little test on vol 28 told him all he wanted to know about whether Guts would reject him or not anyway.
TL;DR I can’t really say for sure about the moonlight child since we don’t really know what he is exactly (and how related he is to Griffith/Femto), but about your initial question on Guts and the demon infant, I definitely think Guts remembers about his child from time to time (as vol 28 showed) and he would probably be angry learning about what exactly happened to him during the battle at the tower of conviction.
Besides, did you see how Guts acted towards him, even before the tower of conviction arc? He sure was aggressive but all he ever did was yelling at him, whereas he killed without second thoughts any other demons that would dare approach him. So I think that’s supposed to show that Guts always had conflicted feelings about his child…


ever since the day he was born.
I hope that answers your question, sorry for all my rambling. Have a nice day Anon 🙂
















